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ok well i like jus joined this site thing i was lookin stuff up bout like anorexia n stuff cuz i was bored n i dont like really eat that much cuz i think i am like HUGE!!!!! well actually i no im HUGE but everyone always tells me that im not and like i no they say that cameras gain 10 pounds but i dont think thats true well im not sure if it is but i still look fat in all my pics n i dont like it i mean i have told everyone that i was gonna lose 30 or 40 pounds this summer and so fat i have lost 10 n then when i have to eat ( which is when im wit my family or friends ) i gain like a couple pounds but then when i go ta bed i lose it so its sorta good n i also sumtimes take diet pills but that might help to.... i weight 135 and am wantin to get to 100 or maybe 95 b4 skool starts in August so i got wat like 2 months.... if any of u got any ideas on wat to do instead of eat or think bout eatin plz tell me.... like i was thinkin if i like look at food channels or sumthin n get tha hang of not eatin when i c food them maybe that will help but im not sure so i might try that but yea like i said if u girls got any ideas plz tell me thanx and if any of u have yahoo messanger my name is in my info so u can IM me n we can talk bout this stuff or sumthin